Thursday, July 2, 2009
D':

I'm broke. I'm torn between 2 people. I'm leaving all my friends in Penang behind. I'm hungry.

There, Jeff - updated for your sake.


12:40 PM



Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Resultssssss.

So far:
English Unseen Lit: 13/20
English Open Book Lit: 18/20
English Essay: 37/40 (2nd in the year:D)
English Grade: A

Physics: 71 (Grade C)

Maths: 55 (Grade C)

ICT: 81% (Grade A)

Drama: 95% (Grade A) TOP IN THE YEAR BIATCH.

Awaiting Geography, Biology, French & Art.

There's an art trip tomorrow, but I can't go since I handed in my form too late. And I have to go meet my work experience placement tomorrow as well. Busy busy day. I need Simon's number & email (he's the other guy working at the Bay View Beach Hotel with me).

YIKESKAPOWSHIZNIT.


3:36 PM



Tuesday, June 9, 2009
THE BLOG UPDATE NAZI IS ON MY BACK RIDING ME AS IF I'M HIDALGO OR SOMETHING.

That's you, Misha, my update-your-blog Nazi. Lol. LY.

Well. I've got an art exam on Thursday, 4 hrs. Need to do 2 a3 sheets of research and prep, figure out which theme I'm doing, get a new camera charger, take photos and edit them -and all tomorrow. So it's ready for Thursday. gotta get 'em properly printed too.

And then I've got an easy English oral next week. I'm good with english-ey stuff.
I got 95/100 for Drama. Top in the year for the drama exam. :D 6 sides of writing in 1hr30mins. I'm fuckin' happy as hell. And one of the english teachers said I did really well for my english lit too. Couldn't remember score though. And I got a B or C for math, which is cool - because I PASSED. :D SO yeah.
I don't want to think about the rest.

Hmmmmmmmmmm. I'm grounded again. Long story. Ugh. Well. I'll live.. I guess. Not really. Jeff has his awesome leaving party this friday at the beach and I really wanted to go (not to get drunk or do anything BAD, I was going to stay sober and not mess around or anything) because it's like year 10s to year 13s going and practically all my friends are going and it's like one of my last chances to hang out with the year 11s and 13s who're leaving. ):

Damn...


10:51 PM



Monday, June 1, 2009
Sultans of Swing!

Go check out this link 
(TITTYTITLE , say that really fast over and over again!)
I had my next english exam today (came into school around 9.30, when the exam starts), like comprehension and stuff. I was the last one to walk into the exam hall hahahahaha. I was like 10 minutes late. It was pretty funny, and expected. The exam was pretty easy, I'd say. After that, the people doing chem had like a half an hour break to go out, lunch, revise whatever. And the rest of us not doing chem went out, lunched, smoked, skated, chilled, until we wanted to go home. It was alright. 

I've just done reading Dara's, Misha's Monica's and Sandra's (UNUPDATED!) blogs. I swear, if I didn't have your blogs to read, I'd get so bored. No joke. And I've been tumbl-ring. I love tumblr. It's another one of the things I use to procrastinate my life away.

OHMYGOD, Monica comes in nine days! NINE! 9BEYOTCH
I'm so excited. Hopefully I'll get the chance to see her! Cross your fingers like & Hahahahaha
I've got drama and ICT exams tomorrow. Nothing too tough, I guess. I'm out of ciggs. I can't focussssss.
HELP!
(I need somebody!)
HELP!
(Not just anybody!)
HELP!
(you know I need somebody like youuuuuuuu!)

<3thebeatles.

xoxoxox,
CRISCILLA THE MIGHTY VIKING.

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2:13 PM



Sunday, May 31, 2009
Drinking spirits in hope that I will find my own.

I've finished my ICT Coursework 2 website, now I just need the worksheets to fill up. And also, get the topics I need to cram for physics and bio. And star studying for geog, math, ICT & drama. And get my art prep done.

I'm so in over my head it;s unbelievable. I've wasted Wednesday till Saturday's revision time doing NOTHING. I'm practically drowning in procrastination.

My biffle helped me get over a crisis, a social crisis - and for that, here's a shout out to DARA. I love you babii. She's always here for me in crucial times. One day, I'll buy her a shiny purple & yellow leotard in thanks. JOKES, I'll do something special. Surprise, hush hush!

Ugh. I really need to wash my hair. It's gone all 60s poof on me. Heck I just rolled my hair into dreadlocks - no joke. It just stays like that. 
Should I get legit dreadlocks? What do you think? Any comments or ideas for what to do with my hair? (I've had my current cut for quite a while now.)

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12:04 PM



Saturday, May 30, 2009
So, the world is changing.

I got to go out last night, my Mom actually let me out even though I was grounded.
But I have to say, it was a pretty shitty night. It was dominated by what 2 specific people wanted to do while a couple of the rest of us were pretty bored and didn't have much fun. And I just felt extremely left out and that one of those people, one of my friends, had completely changed and was a different person, someone whom I liked a little less than the original version.

I didn't enjoy myself. Which is unusual because I'm the type to have fun with every opportunity. But last night? No, just no.

I should be revising but I can't focus on it. I feel kind of depressed. And annoyed. Fuck it all.

Sometimes, I really miss being the old solitary loner I was. People just fuck up your lives and ruin it all. They bring it to an all time high and then let you come crashing down - they leave you there at Rock Bottom and laugh at your failure. Not to say I failed, but you* just killed the night.


6:36 PM



Friday, May 29, 2009
DUUUUUUUUUUDE. ENGLISH EXAM.

I got an SMS from Cassie yesteray and I only checked it around 11pm. It said I had an english exam today. I panicked, naturally. 

So I came into school today, had art, break and then the english exam. Continuous writing. Easier than your mom. Hahahahaha. Yeah, I wrote 100 words over the limit, but screw that. I think I did well enough. After the exam, Cassie, Ruby & I ditched. Got exit passes and left school. Alice would've as well but I think she decided to stay back. I got a ride with Cassie and her sister, her sister is so awesome to hang out with (so's cASSandra.) Lol. Yeah. I got them apple juices and myself Camel.

It's all G. More english exams on Monday. I think I'll get through it all easy enough. I think I had a French listening exam today but there's no chance that I'll pass it anyway, so I ditched.

(:

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12:15 PM



Thursday, May 28, 2009
GOODNIGHT

AND GOODBYE.
I'm off to the balcony for a smoke, and then - sleep!

PS: Ignore my fervent posting.


11:26 PM



A bit of schoolwork.

This is the paws layout mockup I did for my ICT coursework 2. All hand coded by yours truly, HTML & CSS. With a DHTM script used from Dynamic Drive for the mouseover dropdown menu.

And this was the letter I sent for my work experience job application, no stealing my genius.

6A-4-2, Eden Fairway,

Jalan Sungai Emas,

11100 Batu Ferringhi,Pulau Pinang

 

Dear Sir/Madam,

Re: Work Experience Job Application for the Position at Park Royal Hotel

                I am writing to you to inform you of my immense interest for the job available at the Park Royal for our work experience week. I would like to apply for this job due to its interesting position and the opportunity it provides for me. Such opportunities would include learning a great deal about the hotel business, customer and client relations – such as liaising with guests, etc., and gaining confidence to interact in a formal yet polite manner with guests.

                I firmly believe that I’m suitable for this job due to my optimistic and extroverted nature, and my ability to adapt to new and difficult situations. Being able to handle complicated dilemmas in a quick and efficient manner is something I consider a vital and beneficiary characteristic, which I feel I possess to a certain limit. Optimism and charisma are also factors I would like to advertise for this job, which I believe will work very well with its environment and requirements. With my problem solving qualities, and willingness to learn from my peers and perform well in every task acquired, I assure you I am your optimal choice for this job.

                As an added bonus factor, I have been involved with my father’s work as well, in the areas of dealing with IT related trouble shooting, such as producing tenders, presentations for conferences and helping in the creation of an official website for his company; and assisting in the practical and physical aspect of his job (Freight Forwarding and dealing with Heavy Lift Cargo Transportation, for power plants, oil rigs, aluminium smelters, etc.), such as helping with the supervision of difficult strategies to manoeuvre different sections and related parts of the cargo to its final destination (the job site, a local port, onto a cargo ship or barge, etc.). This background with work has given me the chance to become accustomed to the stress and adverse circumstances that come with such careers. With these factors in mind, I’d like to point out that I’m able to accommodate myself to different conditions and retain the capacity to adjust and integrate my abilities and strengths to situations that require them.

                This experience, as a whole, I feel would give me a chance to understand the working life and prepare me with a milestone into a future career for myself, as well as help me develop other useful qualities for my future. I sincerely hope you take my application into consideration.

                Thanking you in advance for your time.

Yours sincerely,

 

Crispina D. Behrmann


This song is fucking amazing.


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10:36 PM



I sure picked a bad time to be in love...

The title came from Alice Cooper. I've been playing the music while trying to sleep. I can't sleep. So here I am blogging. My Dad is on skype with my Mom, he's in Turkey. Finally, he's cooled down and isn;t so pissed off at me. We're on decent terms. Though I guess that'll guess change a bit when he comes back home and my Mom rats me out completely to him - all the hookups and lying. Yikes. Let's not think about that. Or the fact that I have 3 days till exams. Or the fact that I'll be spending my birthday alone, moaping in my room, listenign to music as loud as possible to block out any sounds of human life, smoking - no doubt.

Missing all the friends and distant family.

Ciao.

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10:21 PM



Wishlist (:

Sorry, ignore this post, I needed to have a reference for the bday somewhere.
  1. Phone
  2. Mascara
  3. Earphones
  4. Camera charger (NEW CAMERA?)
  5. Laptop charger (NEW LAPTOP?)
  6. iPod shuffle charger
  7. a way to unlock my ipod touch since i forgot the passcode
  8. a super technician guy to come fix my computer and get itunes working and find all the files that got deleted
  9. bacardi apple, plz?
  10. my zippo back from matt
  11. my hat back from lindsay
  12. my guitar hero set back from brent
  13. a magical doctor to come cut off 20 kg from me
  14. new board shorts
  15. blush.
  16. seventeen/cosmopolitan/girlfriend June edition.
  17. the antenna wire for my JVC soundsystem
  18. nice flip flops (Roxy?)
  19. a decent skirt. i've been wearing the denim one for too long - dara agrees.
  20. printer ink cartridge + glossy photo paper

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7:27 PM



Panic at the Partyyyy.

I'm back.
Sorry about the panic guys.
I just got majorly busted for some stuff and I panicked. So I deleted loads of stuff that could've gotten me into trouble that was online. And now I'm painstakingly trying to "rebuild" my e-persona. Which means, recovering tons of photos that were deleted or untagged, trying to find several poems and poetry and photography (for my IGCSE coursework) that was deleted in a rush, some by mistake, some on purpose. Etc. etc.

My life is a cesspool right now. I'd like to be shot. Point blank.

(if you have photos of me saved, my old full layout coding for this blog saved, poems, prose, photography for my coursework, etc. that's now deleted I would really appreciate it if you sent it to me via denisejess2@hotmail.com or crispina.behrmann@gmail.com - the problem right now is I have NO hardcopies of anything... some people who helped me out forgot to save copies of it, and some didn't bother, and some were unable to be saved so... help? even on facebook, if I was untagged from your photo, give me the link to the photo so I can go retag myself, please.)

PS: JEFF, can I link you on my blog?


5:11 PM




Hello

Hey. I'm Cris. short for CRISPINA. Yes, that's my RLF name Love it or hate it, I don't care. I'm a spontaneous individual yet I can be pretty predictable on a bad day. Sarcasm runs through my veins and you better be able to deal with it if you wanna be near me. I'm pretty (hyper) active but I can be mellow down too. I'm far from a snob though my impressions are quite convincing. Deep down inside, you love me to bits!

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